I"M SO CONFUSED

i swear i'm so retarded. how is it that i decide to soften up but then i choose to be nice to both dudes who i probably need to get outta my life lol. well i'm pretty stuck with BD but damn i can't get away from this drama. and its only internal drama becuz they don't even know that there is a problem. BD tries to back off when he knows i'm easily irritated but i think in his mind he thinks i'm with someone else. and my other loser just insists on acting like nothing ever went wrong between us. so i'm like whatever. i can play the game... but is that really what i wanna do? who knows right?! but its whatever. just can't wait to get my MOMO back home!

***MUAH***
keepin it pretti