WHO AM I?

all of a sudden i'm kinda punkish! not in the wild and crazy rocker way, but in the soft ass bitch way. like i actually went to see my baby and didn't bring up anything that was bothering me. i kinda touched on it the other night but not nearly as much as i should have. but i'll be drinking tonight so hopefully i talk to him so i can spit it all out. its weird because i really wanna keep him around and not just becuz of the whip appeal. i just really got into him i guess. but if its pointless then i gotta realize what i really want. do i really wanna be CANDICE for a while or do i really want something more? if the truth is that i want something more then i need to leave him alone but if i'm gone be CANDICE then i can keep him and collect a few more.

but how about my baby daddy... we were really getting along and i was actually missing him a bit but then its always that something that says same shit different day. he never changes. always a liar always a disappointment. PERIOD! it just doesn't change. most irritating shit ever. but whatever life goes on and i deal with it. but i definitely don't have to deal with him. NEXT!

so now its seems like everything is getting worse for me and better for others. i mean its great that everybody isn't doing as bad as i am but its like when is my turn (sad face) again lol. i smile through anything tho. especially when i got a bad girl for a wifey and an angel is disguise for a daughter. i'll be fine i guess

***MUAH***
keepin it pretti