MY LOVES!!!

Well let me start with explaining the title. I'm the type of person who loves hard so if i love you you should definitely not take it lightly. And its some people who know this to be fact and not only do they return the love but they appreciate me. My Loves are my heart and I'd do almost anything for them.

first and foremost my Jayla Kina aka MoMo aka Mookie aka just plain ol' Jay! nothing and no one comes before her. I'd straight give my heart and rib to make her happy. she is definitely a bad ass 2 year old but i'm hoping its just a phase (fingers crossed). i just hope that as she gets older she knows that there is nothing in this world that she can't tell me or share with me.

then there is the fam: kelicia, joe, donald the parents of course and my youngn's. its like four of them. and when i said parents that was minus the step mom. i love my dad most of the time and my step dad always have my best interest at heart no matter how frustrating he is and my mom. my mom used to be my bestest. we kinda fell off but its still floating around here somewhere. kelicia is about to drop my very first official nephew i can't wait. joe is my biggest support 98 percent of the time. and my brother in law donald, well he keeps us sane. my youngn's are my dad's children, they have become a huge part of my world i never thought i could love them so much but i do so watch out.

next is my friends: my miss's of course; cristal, sierra, and la'monique. there are no other bonds stronger. i mean none. to seriously consider how we came from so many different places and met at so many different times in our lives and sometimes we're really tight and other times we barely talk but trust its a bond truer that any i know.
i have a couple bestest; janine and eric. you know those friendships that last forever just because they are supposed to. just because when we decided to give our hearts to each other life took control and said you'll forever be friends lol.
then i have a few i recognize as my sisters no matter what because it just feels that way. like u know how u have those friends who are like family that you don't see much or talk to a lot but when you do its still feels the same. well this is where sierra g, adrienne, brittany, tiffany, and misha comes in. i love these girls!
then i have those girls who i've known for forever and we will always remain the same; tierra, keisha, and lauren. we used to be unstoppable lol.

okay enough of those bitches lol on to the real one: the one and only baby daddy! i've recently realized that what we had wasn't as real as we played it up to be but none the less that boy will always have a place in my heart. he is a sweetheart but he doesn't know what real anything is. i mean friends fam nothing. he's a lost soul out here and he needs me i just can't be there for him like he wants me to. i can't give in to that soft spot but it weakens my spirit and i like to be positive so i do what i can.


i hope i didn't miss anyone... there maybe someone else but u have to stay tuned for that!!!

***MUAH***
keepin it pretti