UNFULFILLED LOVE!

lips won't move.. so my fingers have to

never did i think we'd be done b4 we finished. never did i dream of being threw b4 i got to show my true. how could u walk away with my heart when i'm standing still? standing still tryin to turn back time and see into the future all at once. my poor soul doesn't want to believe that its mate is gone without a plan of returning. how silly of u heart? how foolish of u love? why be unfulfilled?

the worst kinda love is love that didn't take its course. a love with unfinished business? how ridiculous... a love ghost? or a ghost of love? thats what my soul feels like right now. i guess this is how it feels when soulmates don't stick together when hearts that were once linked so perfectly decide to break the chain. i doubt the chain is broken though. i'm so dead inside, so hollow behind this chest... they both must be resting inside of him.

resting? i miss resting with him. whats the big deal?! love has lost again right?! does love ever really lose? or just the loser in love? so why love right?! why even wanna get to know true love? i think its the realness that kills us. whats real?! this is real. i am real. but love.. love has no destiny and its far from being a choice. love is natural and pure and a part of being! but being in love is the hardest concept to grasp.

our love was amazing and fun and entertaining and rich. it was full of surprises and i was ready for many more. but there won't be any. at least not for me. but if i'd had some kinda sign.. or warning... things would've been different right?! there i was thinking true love conquers all... i'd like to think so though!

my love's so unfulfilled. gotta just let it be! but i can't, can i? here i am dripping with passion...

***MUAH***
keepin it pretti