here we go again...

so i gotta feeling im about to be single again... life is so f'n dumb right now... so i guess im unhappy and its supposedly my fault...

so bookie claims that since he dont like what ive been doing he checked himself outta the relationship sorta speak... but pause... all thru his doing wrong and whatever else i never just gave up while still claiming to be his i simply told him how i felt and let him be free...play... but now this idiot decided to just be an a s s all while feelin like we shouldnt be together.

so im tryin to get him to understand that he really messing us up.. becuz if he wasnt so stuck on whatever his thoughts are then we would be fine becuz he would still be keeping me happy but instead he took the selfish route.. i cant get with this. dont really know what to do with the situation. i feel so lost and empty and i dont like this feeling. im not this girl but i guess sometimes u step outta your element for love... maybe i dunno yet. still tryin to work this so that we both can feel like we came out on top u know. i hate not feeling like he cares and i hate him feeling like i dont care. its not true and it hurts my heart soo much. but if we dont figure things out then we just werent meant to be.

passion is all we need

***MAUH***
keepin it pretti