SO BACK TO MY LIFE NOW LOL

so i finally moved. and i love my new place. at first i wasnt spending a lot of time there due to work but since i only work 30 hours now im at home more often. i just love spending qt with the fam.. well sometimes. lol my daughter is getting so bad now and she doesnt listen to anything i say ever... terrible terrible twos lol

me and my bookie are doing great..well most days. we dont really have drama even though everytime i text or get on fb he has a problem with it. still.... i feel like he dont trust me or like he is worried about something which in return worries me. like i be whatever on him. i dont know whathe does when im at work and i usually dont care until he start actin like im doing something wrong. well i kinda am but still how would he know.. let me clarify... i dont cheat or anything but i do talk to dougie a lot. i dunno why.. i guess its still some feelings there but me and him have always been able to be cool anyway so its just nice to talk and laugh with him sometimes. it would never... never say never... but i dont ever think it would come to anything harmful to my relationship and trust im not the type to leave someone for someone else so its innocent.. i promise. thing is i know that if bookie knew it would cause some madness but he should know that what we have is real and that he has nothing to worry about. i know that now and i know that if i found out that he was talkin to someone from his past on the phone i would just make sure it was platonic and keep it moving. thats where i am in my relationship now. im at that we bigger and better than that petty s h i t. i dunno. hopefully he feels the same. if not that we not on the same page and its just not meant... but i know the truth so im not worried (CHEESE) lol

so im loving my life still. hating my job though, tryin to be a better friend to all of my friends but i just gotta find time u know. i've been seeing lots of my family lately and i love it. im just feeling good right now. of with these bills i dont have as much money as i want but i guess thats life. i'm tryin to get used to it and find ways to save.. oh and im tryin to get in shape for the summer. im supposed to be going back to ATL and takin a trip to florida. gotta look nice in my bathing suit lol

anyway i think that about it for now.. anything else can probably be found on the videoblogs wifey is setting up.. until next time

***MUAH***
keepin it pretti