so i decided to blog randomly and read my wifey blog first.. so let me let something out real quick
... okay so I get what she is saying and i dont have a problem with her choosing do better with her life. i think its great. i just dont understand why she thinks we feel like we have to drink. she been knowing me way before i started drinking and we always have fun. i didnt drink the night of her bday dinner or anytime when free was here. so when she says things like we have to drink or party and she dont want us to talk to her less becuz we drink and she dont.. i feel like that is crazy. how many times have we been to the movies or out to eat or anything with out a drink. im been out plenty of times with out drinking and as far as partying when was the last time i went to a club..umm i dunno. but my bday is coming up and im sure i will be drinking but whatever thats just me. i can only speak up for myself and i know i shouldnt feel like... damn i need to defend myself but it is what it is. it was said and im thinking... it was my idea to blog sober and since ive moved ive invited her over how many times just to chill. its a lot more people who party and drink way more than we do and started way younger than we did. like i said i think its great but i just didnt want it to be like.. oh my friends drink and party like everyone else and im a follower becuz i do it too. like no... thats not what it is. yes we do a lot of stuff in the moment to have fun or feel good. but yes u live and u learn and your decisions are on u. but now i feel like okay so is she gonna not hang if i wanna party and drink... since when did parting become a bad thing but i guess we'll just see how all of this unfolds...
In Time.
12 years ago
3 comments:
So lemme clarify. Wen i sed frenz that didn't mean all of my frenz. But if thas how u took it then i apologize i guess. But I honestly feel like if i dnt drink or party then certain frenz won't call me 2 go out then. And i neva sed if u go out and party then i won't cuz u'll be drinkin...that was way outta context...and i dnt think i sed anything like that. So...i jus had 2 defend myself on that 1.
nooo i feel like u wouldnt wanna be around a bunch of people drinking.. when u said u wasnt drinking the other night i just left it at that so i would hope that was something u recognized. i know that we all in a category when u say frenz.. so thats why i wanted to set myself aside. i dont know of any of your friends who wouldnt wanna hang out with u becuz u dont drink. bee is in houston and im sure she dont care and sacha dont drink but dee doesnt exclude her so im just pointing these things out to ease your mind. u doing something great for u and u shouldnt have any thoughts like that about your frenz being negative. if thats how u feel then thats how u feel but again to put everything at ease i felt like these things should be said. u are not the only person or the only friend who makes a concious decision not to drink and act an a s s. or the fact that u dont cuss... when u do i point it out to u.. like i just felt the need to defend friendships
I understand wat ur saying. Its jus that b4 weneva i sed i didn't wanna drink bee wud literally look @ me like "are u serious??" and dee always says sum'n 2 me abt not drinking and how she wants me 2 drink wit her. So thas where that came from. But u already kno i appreciate it.
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