SO bday update

let me start off by saying... YESSSSS... its was bunches of fun. its was like 20 of us there for my party alone... everybody was lookin really nice too

so here's the drama.... so usually we cause drama within our own circle due to drinking or what not... but nope not on my bday... so my bookie's ex-boo ended at the same damn place where we were partying... needless to say that tramp is lucky she was able to walk up out of there with no assistance... so long story short. she obviously came for drama and mission accomplished... but so very wrong... she messed with my PG's mainly WIFEY and i dont play that sh*t. if i see her anytime soon she will pay for what she did.... lifetime guaranty just came with those words.. i just felt like it was no reason for any of it.. she didnt stop my shine and WIFEY was laughin 5 mins later but still.. i wanted to kill her. sorry i didnt go into great details but i just wanted this stuff to be over and obviously im still pissed... ugh.. i hate when im like this.

my main thing now is i shoulda beat her a s s a long time ago... why was i so damn nice.. but at least i learned my lesson now. i still dont get her problem tho.. she was with my bd,... i got him now but still i never disrespected her.. was always a woman about mine and get this its been like 6 months and she got a man... why she still worried about us this way.. so confusing.. she needs to get a life before she lose her life.. i so sick of this..

other than that madness... me and bookie got into about me talkin to dougie.. but im not a child and i dont think its right for him to sit up and say who i can and can not talk to. a friend is a friend.. especially when you're in a secure and stable relationship.. there is no distraction there. i hope he sees things my way. not so the i can still talk to dougie but just becuz i wanna know that we're for real..

thats it for now

***MUAH***
keepin it pretti

APRIL 25th

MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 4 MORE DAYS... BUT IM PARTYING IN 3 MORE DAYS... I CANT WAIT. IM TURNING 23... OUCH.. BUT WHATEVER I GOTTA GET OLDER I HAVE A GROWING CHILD LOL

ANYWHO WILL REPORT BACK WITH THE MANY DETAILS OF HOW MUCH FUN I HAD.. WELL I BETTER HAVE FUN.. LOL I'LL CRY IF I DONT. ANY WAY I WISH HONEY BEE COULD COME.. BUT IT IS WHAT IT IS... SISI IS MISSING OUT TOO. SO HOPEFULLY I'LL BE TOO DRUNK TO FEEL HAVE COMPLETE LOL

***MUAH***
KEEPIN IT PRETTI

INTIMACY!!

so i think guys need to read a book on the meaning of the word... INTIMACY... or at least my guy needs to lol

so u know before i said our connection was deeper.. well it is but i think that when sex isnt being had often then u are forced to find more connection. now that we live together we have sex like every other day. unless its that time u know...

so anyway the other day i had to check him.. like its other things that we can experience or get into without it actually leading to sex. i guess he just been too excited but im like when is it going to die down. i get exhausted sometimes just having to wake up in the morning. i need something more relaxing. so it came to the point that when he crawls in bed and immediately holds me then that mean he wants it but if he dont he just crawls into bed and go to sleep. i dont appreciate that at all. so i had to check him and i hope he gets the point becuz other than that he wont be getting anything. and im so very serious lol

so ima have to buy him a book or strike on his butt becuz he foolin.. i already gotta worry about momo coming in there in the middle of the night so i dont sleep right with her in the middle of us. its not great at all.. but yet and still things are great but not perfect lol.. i could ask for more but then what would be the point

love it still

***MUAH***
keepin it pretti

SO BACK TO MY LIFE NOW LOL

so i finally moved. and i love my new place. at first i wasnt spending a lot of time there due to work but since i only work 30 hours now im at home more often. i just love spending qt with the fam.. well sometimes. lol my daughter is getting so bad now and she doesnt listen to anything i say ever... terrible terrible twos lol

me and my bookie are doing great..well most days. we dont really have drama even though everytime i text or get on fb he has a problem with it. still.... i feel like he dont trust me or like he is worried about something which in return worries me. like i be whatever on him. i dont know whathe does when im at work and i usually dont care until he start actin like im doing something wrong. well i kinda am but still how would he know.. let me clarify... i dont cheat or anything but i do talk to dougie a lot. i dunno why.. i guess its still some feelings there but me and him have always been able to be cool anyway so its just nice to talk and laugh with him sometimes. it would never... never say never... but i dont ever think it would come to anything harmful to my relationship and trust im not the type to leave someone for someone else so its innocent.. i promise. thing is i know that if bookie knew it would cause some madness but he should know that what we have is real and that he has nothing to worry about. i know that now and i know that if i found out that he was talkin to someone from his past on the phone i would just make sure it was platonic and keep it moving. thats where i am in my relationship now. im at that we bigger and better than that petty s h i t. i dunno. hopefully he feels the same. if not that we not on the same page and its just not meant... but i know the truth so im not worried (CHEESE) lol

so im loving my life still. hating my job though, tryin to be a better friend to all of my friends but i just gotta find time u know. i've been seeing lots of my family lately and i love it. im just feeling good right now. of with these bills i dont have as much money as i want but i guess thats life. i'm tryin to get used to it and find ways to save.. oh and im tryin to get in shape for the summer. im supposed to be going back to ATL and takin a trip to florida. gotta look nice in my bathing suit lol

anyway i think that about it for now.. anything else can probably be found on the videoblogs wifey is setting up.. until next time

***MUAH***
keepin it pretti

Random!!!!!!

so i decided to blog randomly and read my wifey blog first.. so let me let something out real quick

... okay so I get what she is saying and i dont have a problem with her choosing do better with her life. i think its great. i just dont understand why she thinks we feel like we have to drink. she been knowing me way before i started drinking and we always have fun. i didnt drink the night of her bday dinner or anytime when free was here. so when she says things like we have to drink or party and she dont want us to talk to her less becuz we drink and she dont.. i feel like that is crazy. how many times have we been to the movies or out to eat or anything with out a drink. im been out plenty of times with out drinking and as far as partying when was the last time i went to a club..umm i dunno. but my bday is coming up and im sure i will be drinking but whatever thats just me. i can only speak up for myself and i know i shouldnt feel like... damn i need to defend myself but it is what it is. it was said and im thinking... it was my idea to blog sober and since ive moved ive invited her over how many times just to chill. its a lot more people who party and drink way more than we do and started way younger than we did. like i said i think its great but i just didnt want it to be like.. oh my friends drink and party like everyone else and im a follower becuz i do it too. like no... thats not what it is. yes we do a lot of stuff in the moment to have fun or feel good. but yes u live and u learn and your decisions are on u. but now i feel like okay so is she gonna not hang if i wanna party and drink... since when did parting become a bad thing but i guess we'll just see how all of this unfolds...