UPDATE!!!

so... anyway... since i last blogged
... i helped my bro get a car so i'm not the only taxi any more
... i'm looking for a new job, not becuz i have to. im still employed and my position is held but i need more and since there is no longer any room for promotion. i gotta move on... hopefully
... my bookie got a new job... nothing special but it will help pay the bills
... speaking of bills i am about to have a lot more considering...... IM MOVING INTO MY OWN PLACE... FINALLY.. IN ABOUT 6 DAYS
... therefore my lil honey bee do not close your blog i will definitely have more time to get on here. i promised to blog and i dont normally break promises. smooches hun. glad to know u lovin where you're at.
... so yeah since i have my own place now im cooking my wifey a birthday dinner. my first homecooked meal in my new place is going to be for my wifey... how about that lol

other than that... everything has been pretty cool. i mean work is work my family has been a lot cooler since they found out that im not moving with them. i just took a trip to ATL and had a bunch of fun then it snowed in GA i didnt understand lol. anyway my baby was sick for 2 weeks lost 5 pounds but she is doing way better now and eating everything she sees i swear. and my bookie and i are freakin great... well except for this one thing...

see here's the problem. we dont have a lot of intimate time. so any time that we get where its like "no ones lookin" he think that qualifies as freaky time. but no. not for me. i guess i hate the thought of being 22 and sexing so that no one can hear me. or having to stop and listen at every footstep. its so irritating. so its been rough. i work all the time and my momo is always around. its just hard for me but he dont get it sometimes. he just be horny i guess. so we fuss then we cuddle. lol but i think thats about to change since we're out and on our own finally.. oh goodness im so very excited... but anyway im just glad that we are both experiencing this new found connection with each other but normally without s e x we'd be lost and always at each others throat. but i love him oh so much and im 110% sure that this is for real this time. ... wait... my silly self actually called myself missing dougie for like 2 seconds, but i got real and snapped back to reality... there's no other for me i swear. my bookie bear feeds my soul. he completes me like so for real. u guys have no idea. kinda tearing up right now just thinking about him... this man really loves me and spoils me and levels me and challenges me and is willing to do whatever. i couldnt ask for more. everynight... he says "i'm going to marry joy. i promise baby. you gonna marry me?" i just smile give him a kiss and say "yes baby, i'm going to marry you." (i need my damn ring) lol

well i gotta go get my bookie. until next time..

***MUAH***
keepin it pretti